Sian Ahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Why this kind of thing happen...Woah lau this kind of thing actually so hard to settle if it happen to fall on you. [Kaoz.. normally is i help people settle this matter by talking now leh happen on me le.. in my brain empty, totally empty]...

One or two month ago till now...

While talking one of my malay guy classmate[i shall not mention his name] online in msn he suddenly tell HE ACTUALLY LIKE ME!!! Oh my god, nearly kana heart attack i was like how can it be. Well, i only treat him as my classmate only and no other things. Then haiya plus he is a malay and i also cannot make myself to fall for a malay. I'm not race-sist or what is just that me myself cannot make myself to love a malay. [I JUST CAN"T] Hope you see this message...

Recently...

Then now, One of my ex-bf [his name is e.... haha go find out yourself] recently come talk to me then i just tell him that the malay guy story. He reply me this message in the conversation: "okay, i'll help you"... The very next day he came online in the morning and talk to me talking baout the malay guy story again and he tell me something out of the blue[ go and think what he said to me]. Haiya, because of that thing he mention i'm thinking all day/night long. Don't know what to do sia.

Then now got head, yet still thinking lah..

Aiyer don't know when will it get out of my head. Very confussing sia wanna tell my buddy leh. but the matter is i don't know how to put in words and just cannot come out of my golden mouth.[Haiya too cool to say anything...Dotx dotx dotx..] Haiya.. don't know lah..

I've got nothing to say...