Bad mood yesterday night and A torturing day for me today...

First went to collect the scores and damn bloody fool they go blind up the entire score. STUPID...Then Having great pain somewhere above my chest. Fuck, it's damn pain till i have difficulties in breathing. Feeling unwell, bad mood to go for movie also. So the whole day just rot in the band room. Just sat on the floor beside the sofa, STONING. After awhile go play "Nottingham..." and a song share that same tune with "Po si mao". Haiz... then go back stoning again. Mr. Sim didn't get the SAF band information for me, Haiz..

Just couldn't make up my mind on which path should i go "Music"?, "Design"?, "SAF Band"?, "School"?. Ahhh i really don't know, too much rejection this year. Life really suck this way. Sometimes, negative thinking flood my mind tell me i'm usless and stuff. Friends won't be there to support me. I'm left all alone in a sad world. Oh well, no point saying lah, sometime it's just very hard for people to understand what's going on.

Anyway good news from mrs oh, Alumni band is starting next saturday.