After going to a few Polytechnic open house, i'm having sleepless night just couldn't get to sleep worrying and wondering if i could get into a school this year. Hopefully i will but haiz almost every night just suddenly felt so emotional having tears in my eyes, negative thought that i couldn't never get to study again. Blaming myself for not studying well in primary and secondary school or even in ITE, just only know how to play all day long USELESS ME.

Have been praying hard for myself and also for my very close friend we are taking back their result this coming feb. Having confident in them cause i know they will surely do well unlike me. I'm seriously desperate for a polytechnic but negative thoughts are killing me, why can't they just let ITE people in to get a diploma. WHY?