Last night had a sms conversation with my "friend". Ended the conversation by sending him a long sms. Haiz... So basically is i just want an answer and reason. Arh.. whatever talking about it is quite saddening.

Woke up early this morning lying on bed suddenly have this weird thinking came to me. Like as if i gonna die or something. Thinking of What have i been doing for the past 19 plus going 20 years in my life. 14 years in studies, a year for nothing. 4 years enjoying childhood?. This year hopefully into a school.

And also life with friends, Friendship. Hmm.. have i been a good friend to other people, what they think about me and stuff.

Haiz.. my life is just fill with thinking.