Oh yesh!
I think i gonna have depression soon, Sp, Tp and Rp rejected my application. Now only left with Np and Nyp as for me i think i really given up hope already. Now what i can do is only shred a few tears even if i wanna cry out loud also can't just EMO, Heart sink all the way to the ground can even felt it crying inside. But to keep me away from negative side i just force myself to be happy good thing that i've band to keep me entertain. Then my only hope is Lasalle for now, but well i just can't sit there and wait stupidly.
Haiya, why this kind of thing happen on me! WHY WHY!
So i rather keep my problem to myself again and return back to my original character. Cause i guess my friend just tired of listening.

Now even if you ask me to study MDIS or Higher Nitec do you think i got mood. MDIS is everyday exam, Higher Nitec isn't my direct course. Yes it's better then no school but it's just different, i also don't know how to explain to you, cause somehow i couldn't accept the fact that i landed up like this, Useless me that's all i could say.. What can i do now Goverment worker? Working Life?

Confuse.Depression.Sad.Emo.Moody