Monday school was boring, I.T lesson was totally like rotting in the class. When online shopping in school like wow! 2D lesson as usual nothing much just lecturer dump more homework and project to you. Great!?

When shopping for shoes with G and Y yesterday, thanks alot for accompanying me and talks to let me know more about what's going on. Knowing so much thing that i don't even know thru out the straight 4 weeks.

Alright, I know i'm not suppose to blog all about this right now to spoilt the Chinese New Year mood but, a blog is for me to say out what and how i'm feeling now. Before i say anything, i wanna say i'm sorry for what i've done thru the sms and the past blog i've blog, but now i'm blogging about this is to let you understand.

I'm been spending the past 4 weeks emo-ing because you're my friend. Reliase i became more stupid and blur from emo-ing, even when a car approaching towards me i also don't know and i've seriously lost all my drawing skills and even i surprise my lecturer.
Emo-ing thru out the straight 4 weeks and now knowing the truth that my emo-ing was kind of pointness. While i emo over here, the other side don't. And yes, of course i know that it's my fucking fault for being irritating to send you messages while you're studying.

But in all i've never thought of sms can led to things like you actually think that "I LIKE YOU?" And not only think that i like you but also think that I'm a lesbian. It's pretty upset, hurting, angry, disappointed and unbelievable when i heard it. It's kind of fucking ridiculous alright, Disappointed, upset and angry is because after knowing me all this while and you still don't know what kind of person i am?
In case your thinking runs wild again, friend to me plays a important part in my life. And a friend means a friend and i've a limit of knowing what to do and what i shouldn't do. And i'm a person that is very loyal to my friend(Jiang yi qi). Can you stop having the thinking of i'm a lesbian that actually like you? You're my friend and i'm not a lesbian as you think i am. I'M FUCKING STRAIGHT! Don't you remember i've a agreement with edmund?

Asking you to come out for a talk is just to settle the problems we had and not wanting this friendship just die like this. I know you're having your exam right now, i'll settle this problem after your exam. I don't know what you thinking about right now la huh, What i know is you don't even bother to settle this problem right now. Just want to leave this matter hanging like this, it's kind of unfair to me i think.

Blogging this is to let you know that i'm not a lesbian and i'm straight. And every single friends are important to me.