FARK, THAT'S TOTALLY CRAP!

Supposingly was going for a guitar shopping today and then I receive a phone call this afternoon from lecturer in charge saying that thought i pass assessment but got a FARKING "D GRADE" like WTF!!!! People whom most of us think that they shouldn't get better grade got better then me FARK LA! WHY LIKE THAT,DAMN UNFAIR and i'm super angry and pissed off now. Still say attendance plus work= to pass. Yes i pass but why D, people got D didn't bring their work didn't do work also D i did all still a D why why why why why why. What's the point of working so hard without sleeping for so many nights!!!!!!!! NAH BEH!

Anyway mum wanted to get me an electric drumset, but then again my mind tell me Apple Mac book is better. Very well between this two i've got to choose one and make up my mind with Apple Mac book. Haiz, now the assessment thing happen get mac book also no use if i didn't get into Comm. D. Really pray hard that i can get into Comm.D, i really want to do advertising la. The first time i work so hard and first time get so dissapointed with the D which i think i should get better, woah lau really feel like crying man! Well, i'm happy to have such a supportive lecturer, the first one that really encourage me alot! Show you what she've emailed us this afternoon!

My lovely children Helmi, Sage and Fatin :), please do not get too stressed about this Interview. You all have passed the Foundation year, you will enter Year 1 for sure, so don't worry. Just try your best on this Interview day - physically and mentally prepared, be polite to the Design lecturers, wear tidy and presentable clothes, give them a good image of yourself and dare to speak up and don't forget to smile. My pray will be for you all okay.

For Helmi: All the best. Be clear and polite with them, and put your smile okay!!

For Sage: As I said, I believe in you, don't' worry. [She only say that short to me because she sms and talk to me this afternoon]

For Fatin: Just be who you are, show them whatever you have. If they don't want you at the end, it is their lost.

Ok, these are the details given by the Design Department. All the best, I will pray for you on that day okay!!!

Love,
Betty

Met up with Yun and Grace just now, don't know what to say in fact thing happen la just go home together. They just busy talking about their school and stuff. Haiz, anyway bought a guitar chords book, suddenly so into guitar i also don't know why!!

Stress is coming again
Getting depression soon!!!!