Real fucking bad mood...
As usual can't talk to the person whom i use to talk to...
Blogger is now the place where i vent my anger, say out all the unhappy stuff in me and get emo.
I, Tan Shi Yi Sage, always get shit nowadays...
Do I even exist in my friends life?
Maybe when others are busy, magically i appear?
Friend whom I trusted makes me feel that i'm not even a friend to him/her anymore.
Take the initiative and try my best but still felt like shit...
What am I to my friend?
Stranger or Friend?
I know my friend hated me when i say i'm a stranger to him/her,
but I always felt like a stranger more then a friend to you,
When there are others i became invisible.
What will happen if my friend read these?
Think i'm crazy for sure, because they just don't bother?
Which of this two options I'm in?
Stranger
1. A person with whom one has had no personal acquaintance:
He is a perfect stranger to me.
2. A newcomer in a place or locality: a stranger in town.
3. An outsider: They want no strangers in on the club meetings.
4. A person who is unacquainted with or unaccustomed to something (usually fol. by to): He is no stranger to poverty.
5. A person who is not a member of the family, group, community or the like, as a visitor or guest: Our town shows hospitality to strangers.
6. Law. one not privy or party to an act, proceeding, etc.
Friend
1. A person whom one knows, likes, and trusts.
2. A person whom one knows; an acquaintance.
3. A person with whom one is allied in a struggle or cause; a comrade.
Fucking stress with school work...
And i know everyone in class are stress too...
Tons of homework, Tons of things to do in school...
With my character, if i tell my friend that i'm stress,
what will they think again?
Lack of confident?
Need more experience?
Being look down again?
My life is getting more and more complicated every single day...
Need to get out of this, need to do something...
Crying isn't the best solution after all...
This i'm getting crazy, really turning into a looney!