Tired of living in such complicated life...
Tired of having such a terrible disappointed feelings...
Felt like a total stranger completely...
Keeping quiet isn't the best solution after all..
I felt disappointed yet i treasure...
I'm trying very hard to prove everything i can..
Who can i talk to?
Basically no one!
I can't talk to the person i use to talk to anymore...
I'm being look down!!!
Is this a test???
I HATE IT...
Things aren't the same anymore...
Confident where the fuck are you?
Hope, dream, mood have been destroy all by you CONFIDENT...
You make me fucking look down by people...
You make my friend get pissed with me because i lack of you...
You make me fucking felt like a total stranger out with my friend if they still regard me as one...
WHY WHY WHY....
WHAT THE F**K MAN!
EXPLAIN TO ME!
Why can't life be the same for me again?
Why must things change?
Where is the usual me with all those confident?
I FUCKING NEED TO PROVE THAT I CAN DO IT...
!@#$%^&*()(*&^%$!@#$%^&**&^%$#@#$%^
Yes i know by blogging all this i'll be even more look down by people...
I need to thrash it out in order to move on to the next confident level...
Working hard alone, working hard all by myself...
If only they know what and how i feel!