Problem...Problem...Problem

Haiz... nowadays vexed with alot of thing. Let me tell you one by one. First, Need to find lots of backup school as in what if i cannot get into tp. And firstly my work is still not up to standard, all like a piece of trash it's all copyright lor and i agree with my best friend. But she always tell me things that are for my good but i always didn't do it. Sorry best friend, i also don't know what i'm doing and i've let you worried so much for me. And one more thing, i wasn't like that the last time, maybe i guess lots of things happen to me??? But now i guess the positive thinking is fighting with the negative.

Next haiya... work work work. What if i can't get into studies. I've got no other choice but to go for work like my best friend says...Well after all better then rotting at home plus some noisy nagging and i rather go and work then stay in hell go work stil got money earn for living. But for work leh, i've got to look for some part time/full time job while i search for some other work in the design field. Then maybe work for a year le , go apply for tp or some other school. Hopefully can get in lah. Maybe this will be my plan??? Well let's wait and see what will happen lor.

Oh ya a word for my truely best friend, thank you. You really help me alot plus this morning conversation, ya got wash my brain. Sorry for making you disappointed and headache and maybe also very fan with me. Because everything you say i just simply don't understand, but heehee i do understand it's like i don't know what i'm doing.Then some more you've also run out of words to explain to me, feel like slapping me at that moment??? Keke.. if i'm michelle i will slap shiyi the next time i see her then explain to her slowly.. haha..Okay erm..i'll change my style and stuff and then show you my best work, okay? Smile okay... Best friend i love ya!!!=)

EGAS___ got to spell like this untill i'm fully awake.

Best friend i'll be there for ya de i promise..=)

muhahahahha... holiday holiday holidays...

Woah lau.. it's been so many months since i update my blog.. Got many thing happen lah, Firstly St.hilda's started a alumini band named [ SHAW]---->meaning St. Hilda's alumini winds. Second my great grandmother passed away 2 weeks ago. Third i had booth exhibition with the school..Hopefully i can enter poly with my best friend. Hmm... but after so many things happen finally got to relax since last week...

Few days ago, receive a call from a industry people.. was so damn happy lah.. i was offered for a job.. Then got cheated by the words they said....And i've decided not to work for them..Then this week, my best friend receive a phone call from a company offer her for a job... Hee congrad to you best friend..Muacks... good good best friend.. heehee.. haiya anything will update you all in the next blog..

Let's return back to my life...Hai i''ve got no idea what's going on to me nowadays, got damn sad not that sad lah... just no mood to go aniwhere, no mood to go out, no mood for other stuff...let me tell you my life at home nowadays... I'm a living dead basically, people sleep i stay awake, people having laughter i sat there quietly, people having dinner i just ate a few mouth then i'm full[unless i'm damn hungry]..Sat there quietly thinking of the past and present, failure and sucess things that happen in my life, can't really see my future[everything turn hazy] not like last time so clear and bright. No idea what happen also, maybe just worry that i can't get into poly. So best friend don't worry okay...

Ending here...
Last thing to tell my best friend
I'll be there for you always...
keke...
good nite