After going to a few Polytechnic open house, i'm having sleepless night just couldn't get to sleep worrying and wondering if i could get into a school this year. Hopefully i will but haiz almost every night just suddenly felt so emotional having tears in my eyes, negative thought that i couldn't never get to study again. Blaming myself for not studying well in primary and secondary school or even in ITE, just only know how to play all day long USELESS ME.

Have been praying hard for myself and also for my very close friend we are taking back their result this coming feb. Having confident in them cause i know they will surely do well unlike me. I'm seriously desperate for a polytechnic but negative thoughts are killing me, why can't they just let ITE people in to get a diploma. WHY?

Today the band was having games day. Erm... in the beginning was er darn disorganised but he back part was fine. Went to play some games in group 3 while the rest of the alumni were sitting at the platform. After some games sini told the band to form a big circle, well sec 1 so cute girl cannot hold each another's hand. So i told them to pull their shirt. Alumni just stand in the middle of the circle, Sini gave out some announcement and then told them to give we alumni a big big hug. Shit, at first was like thinking we hug each another nothing will happen. We alumni ended up landed on the floor, Yun and Song Ren was like sitting on my legs OMG! my poor legs. haha. Then i was like lying dead on the floor, then people start running to me asking if i'm alright. Well i'm fine lah heng nobody hit my blue black. But Jeremy he injured his leg, So people next time becareful while playing in the carpark. Up next was section bonding, Erm went to crap abit in clarinet section telling them i'm using artifical leg now. Then went up to my section [Trumpet] introduce abit about me and again crap telling them i was in 4T1 four years ago which is known as 4A now. Then ya play abit of catching here and there, cheated 2 sec ones telling them to report to me but i ended up catching them. Lolx. But if my junior who has already graduate were there that will be even more fun.

When shopping with Carissa yesterday, kind of addicted to shopping already. Lolx...

Alright was fun shopping with you Carissa. Haha. When around shopping in bugis then having fun trying out clothes and shoes while feng laughing all the way. hahaha.Lunch cum Dinner we had swensen, hahaha cause i don't want to eat alone then force feng to eat ice cream. SO next time when your friend want to see you eat bring them to swensen. Lolx...

OKay bought something from D.P. Went home mum say not nice, but well friend say nice can le hahaha cause wear le also friend see. Oh well. I need a hair cut, my fingle is blocking my vision. ha. So yar. Haiz today rotting at home again, so i shall go online and look for a job.

I love shopping with Carissa=) =)!!!!

hahahahahhahahahahaha...................

I've quit the graphic designer job i use to work, now doing freelane on my own. haha. okay i've just receive my cheque today, damn little lah. But never mind better then nothing, haiz gonna buy new year clothes, new year shoes and also get a new hair cut. haha Still thinking what hair style to cut.

Yesterday after church head down to tm with feng. Shopping again, hahaha. Went Times bookshop to find the book of answer. Ask the book if i will enter school and it say definately hopefully it's true. Tired le go starbuck drink and talk. After drink go yamaha to check out the music course they have but then not much things they have. Went Toy'r'us woah lau damn empty lor nothing much. Sian not after awhile left Tm and go home. Tired TIred Tired. Oh ya, ah feng arh.. braces price i'll check for you cause i also need to put. Ok then i think every week we go excercise lah okay.. very scare i go fatter again no clothes wear arh later. haha.

Hope i get into a Poly any poly this year.

Thursday morning went all the way down to Dover for SP open house. But got cheated, haha feng remembered wrongly so it's okay lah.. not your fault don't blame yourself. So we[ yun, feng, carven and me] went down to cine for lunch at "Shi Lin". After lunch head down to Secondary school for band, er got bored so we just went out of the band room walk around the school.
Pictures we took:

Bernie, me , yun and feng legs [Advertising our shoes]


Feng, Yun and me


Negative of us...


Toilet also take picture hahaha....

Then after awhile band end, went back to band room and talk to mr sim. As usual keep on talking. Getting plans for alumni winds, soon practice going to start soon. YAY!!!!

Ya ya ya ya!!! Agreed my blog is decaying already. Now new year change new blog skin.
Okay my first blog in the year 2007. Actually alot of things to say but just to lazy to blog..

I turning 20 this year OMG!... So "OLD".

Let's start from Christmas, 4 days before christmas, went shopping with feng. When to town to shop for presents and went from mng sales, we actually shop all the mng shop in town. haaha.. Thought it was tiring but fun after all.

Day before christmas eve chionging presents for my hai zis...

Then Christmas eve went for church. Were having lots of fun acting as a begger haha..picture to show ya!

The Beggers

Then later meet up with feng and we went for shopping. Er actually alot of people walk also got problem lor. haha Ended up eating subway. Tired day but still enjoy with my usual gang, my hai zi..

NEXT Count down to 2007...
Okay a year passed and the new one arrive. Year 2006 was a kind of bored year for me, while i suppose to be in school like everyone else but i'm like rotting at home, work. Lucky i went for japan trip if not really damn sian lor. Okay for now, i'm just waiting to enter into one of the polytechnic and study well. Alright after church i went home and bathe in the evening went yun 's house to count down. Watch t.v and slack on the sofa to wait for feng to come, time passes after count down i felt so damn tired so we watched final destination 3 while waiting for feng. Was expecting something like what we did in japan but no because we to tired ha. So ya, next year we should celebrate somewhere outside so that we won't fall asleep.