Before i forget, Happy Chinese New Year Folks!

Though this year i've totally got no new year mood at all.

Had a week break on the chinese new year week, which is good and bad!

CNY first day was pretty alright i guess, kindly of tiring clean that all cos all of my relatives came over to my house. Because ah ma was at our place this year! Didn't took any pictures for that so ya!


CNY second day had to go all the way to Boon lay to ban nian together with one of my auntie's family, which is pretty tiring. But having fun taking photos with cousins!

Pictures:

2nd Day of CNY!



Gina and myself in one of our grand-aunt house.

Then went to catch a movie with cousin last sunday. We watched Ah Long Pte Ltd, just another funny and lame show but consider not that bad after all. Kenny Roger's for dinner and do abit of shopping to digest, ha! And thanks for sending me home Ben!


Cousins' Outing @ one of the Cafe in suntec

13th Feb, Valentine's Day eve was bro birthday Happy Birthday Bro!


Bro on his birthday with his lover tigger!

14th Feb was Valentine's Day! Well as usual no date for years, but actually i did date a guy from my school but unfortunately he was busy rushing his CCS Presentation! Oh well...

When for my cousin Louis's 21 birthday yesterday, well i can say it's a simple and memorable one. Getting to meet cousin's bf and gf and where's my bf .Also having cousin's bonding together and once again family gathers. Well i still haven't get the other pictures we've taken yesterday from uncle richard yet. Only having female cousins bonding pictures.



Cousins!


Wondering how's my 21st birthday going to be like? A happy one or a emo and sad one? Just got to wait and see.


Oh by the way came across with something i saw at my aunty's house. A postcard picture really attracted me. So decided to take down the picture.



Make Friends Not War!

And yar i've been making alot of friends for the past 21 years of my life and i've never came across with a war i'm having now. And i've just to wait for the right time to come and have it settle because now that's still fire in the hole now!
Thanks to friends that stay by my side and also thanks to other for trying to stay by my side!






Starting of 2008 is a bad year for me,
Hope everything will be fine as time pass.

Monday school was boring, I.T lesson was totally like rotting in the class. When online shopping in school like wow! 2D lesson as usual nothing much just lecturer dump more homework and project to you. Great!?

When shopping for shoes with G and Y yesterday, thanks alot for accompanying me and talks to let me know more about what's going on. Knowing so much thing that i don't even know thru out the straight 4 weeks.

Alright, I know i'm not suppose to blog all about this right now to spoilt the Chinese New Year mood but, a blog is for me to say out what and how i'm feeling now. Before i say anything, i wanna say i'm sorry for what i've done thru the sms and the past blog i've blog, but now i'm blogging about this is to let you understand.

I'm been spending the past 4 weeks emo-ing because you're my friend. Reliase i became more stupid and blur from emo-ing, even when a car approaching towards me i also don't know and i've seriously lost all my drawing skills and even i surprise my lecturer.
Emo-ing thru out the straight 4 weeks and now knowing the truth that my emo-ing was kind of pointness. While i emo over here, the other side don't. And yes, of course i know that it's my fucking fault for being irritating to send you messages while you're studying.

But in all i've never thought of sms can led to things like you actually think that "I LIKE YOU?" And not only think that i like you but also think that I'm a lesbian. It's pretty upset, hurting, angry, disappointed and unbelievable when i heard it. It's kind of fucking ridiculous alright, Disappointed, upset and angry is because after knowing me all this while and you still don't know what kind of person i am?
In case your thinking runs wild again, friend to me plays a important part in my life. And a friend means a friend and i've a limit of knowing what to do and what i shouldn't do. And i'm a person that is very loyal to my friend(Jiang yi qi). Can you stop having the thinking of i'm a lesbian that actually like you? You're my friend and i'm not a lesbian as you think i am. I'M FUCKING STRAIGHT! Don't you remember i've a agreement with edmund?

Asking you to come out for a talk is just to settle the problems we had and not wanting this friendship just die like this. I know you're having your exam right now, i'll settle this problem after your exam. I don't know what you thinking about right now la huh, What i know is you don't even bother to settle this problem right now. Just want to leave this matter hanging like this, it's kind of unfair to me i think.

Blogging this is to let you know that i'm not a lesbian and i'm straight. And every single friends are important to me.