Past one or two weeks i have been working for like the 8 days i think? Aiya whatever, anyway enjoying life at the Popular as admin, feels good i should say less stress and get to communicate with the managers and staff inside COOL. Anyway i'm out of job again lolx, sitting at home and rot and be a rich man daughter haha, in my dreams.

Went church on sunday service was good. After that went to grace's family bbq, yea it was fun.

Anyway 16th June class outing with the cool people, yesh like finally. I miss you all man. but i think i won't be joining you guys for dinner!

I.T show this week wanna go and grab some stuff, woohoo damn happy.

This coming thursday gonna jamming and dinner out with people i've never seen for a very long time. Let's gossip, chat, eat and laugh together man!

Counting down to the days that we make our choice to be a band The Outcast! hahaha 6 more days to go. Arhhhhhhh let's sit down and laugh at ourself together, but in the first place we didn't really have mistake so don't have to worry that much. Lolx.

Technical Theatre Arts here I come!

Woohoo! yesh i've entered technical theatre arts for my specialism course. Interview on Wednesday was a success! Have a good interview cum chat with my future lecturer name shan ann. And reason i know i got into tta is because he say okay i'm going to approved your application to the office. Partly i think i got in is because he say i played an instrument and got abit of stage management experience. But afterall i'm happy yea, Well god have planned something different for me to do though. Anyway i wanna study sound design man, sounds cool yea! And i'm studying something similar with yun and grace on the live sound part.
Haiz one bad thing, i gonna miss my classmate man. Damn saddening different class and somemore no more cool people gang. HEY COOL PEOPLE WE GO OUT MAKAN AND CHILL OUT MORE OFTEN YEA!

Alright after resting for so long i got two jobs like finally after apply for so many job and don't know how many resume i've send out!!!! Asked mr. sim for a job lobang then he reply okay i might need your help to teach kuo chuan sec 1 next friday. As you know i've been rotting at home like a pig obviously will ask got pay anot, surprisingly he say have! Awesome! Then second job is working at the popular again, i don't know why they like me so much keep calling me go work for them?! not bhb la but serious i always thought that i give damn bad impression after the last time i work for them, late for don't know how many times. Aiya whatever!!!!!!! Cash come in to me is the best thing ever. Anyway popular fair starts on the 23 may to 1 june @ expo and please don't come find me cos i don't want to see you.

Going off already meeting up my cool people gang for tau huay near school miss school lots man. And last yamaha sale gonna see what i can get there so gonna get a guitar gig bag and stand.

There goes my major in comm.d dream.
Yesterday lecturer betty, give me wrong info in the morning saying i got into comm.d and then she crash it in the afternoon saying i didn't get into comm.d and also said that the info wasn't update earlier. Why like that?
Since i can't get into comm.d and now i've been transfer to my second choice i've selected which is T.T.A [Technical theatre art].
One of the foundation lecturer Dahlia emailed to ask us check email regularly for information about the interview from T.T.A[Technical theatre art] office .

Emailed between Dahlia and myself:

Email from me to lecturer:
Sorry to disturb dahlia,
Do you know what's the percentage of chance to get into TTA? Because Comm. D was my first choice and was damn dissappointed that i didn't get in. Then TTA is my hope now? Thank you!

Reply from Lecturer to me:
I am totally not sure about that. It depends on Shao Ann, person in charge of TTA. He will be interviewing you. Ya I know about the Comm D situation, that is why we organising your 2nd choice now. Hope it goes ok for you.
dahlia

Haiz, now waiting for the next interview, my second choice T.T.A I've select out of 6 choices. Putting all my hope into T.T.A for now. Hope i can get into this course, feeling like i'm a ball now and being throwing around into different courses. Like WTF, the lecturer who marked me you better fark off in my life you colour blind freak. People who did not as good as me also can get into comm.d why i can't? He/She drawing is like monster and still can get into comm.d, at least my portrait drawing is still like human.
WHATEVER LA. No point saying all this afterall decision has been make, at least i passed with a farking D not fail. T.T.A here i come. God have a better plan for me! Pray hard for getting into T.T.A!

Yay! bought a electric guitar!

Finally we had our class outing, bbq at east coast park. Well should say it's a successful one though not the whole class turn up. Two lecturer Erzan and betty turn up for the bbq wow can say it's cool, Erzan loves to play with fire and he take away my job for cooking the food. Lolx, bbq food was great though didn't really get enough so ended up have to get more food.

And come to surprise that betty is so interested in guitar, she get so excited and wanted to get a guitar asap. hahaha, anyway our class peeps gonna give her a surprise on her birthday which is reaching soon. And i guess you all know what's the surprise gonna be. Erzan as usual still cooking and playing with the fire, next time when he old he's gonna be the artistic bbq man. Lolx.

Played the future game with poker cards, a game is about who you will marry. Taking out 4 Kings for girl and 4 Queens for guys, name the 4 Kings example the guys you like a, b, c, d! Ha, betty played the game and it was pretty fun but question we asked are all damn innocent and clean. Until we played all the stupid nonsense all come out, surprisingly betty's innocent image was spoilt by her own. Quess who i marry????? Not telling you! Muahahaha. Will posted the pictures one i got it.

Yesterday was the Comm D interview, feels like it's another assessment for us. Also felt lost because it's like we don't know what's going to happen and stuff, just tell us that they're going to update us thru mail. SCARY!!! Really hope that i'll get into COMMUNICATION DESIGN! If not then really die die is T.T.A [Technical Theatre Arts] already. Leaving everything in god's hand maybe he've got better plan for me.

Rotting at home already, finally got called up for a job interview later. Hope i can get the job.

FARK, THAT'S TOTALLY CRAP!

Supposingly was going for a guitar shopping today and then I receive a phone call this afternoon from lecturer in charge saying that thought i pass assessment but got a FARKING "D GRADE" like WTF!!!! People whom most of us think that they shouldn't get better grade got better then me FARK LA! WHY LIKE THAT,DAMN UNFAIR and i'm super angry and pissed off now. Still say attendance plus work= to pass. Yes i pass but why D, people got D didn't bring their work didn't do work also D i did all still a D why why why why why why. What's the point of working so hard without sleeping for so many nights!!!!!!!! NAH BEH!

Anyway mum wanted to get me an electric drumset, but then again my mind tell me Apple Mac book is better. Very well between this two i've got to choose one and make up my mind with Apple Mac book. Haiz, now the assessment thing happen get mac book also no use if i didn't get into Comm. D. Really pray hard that i can get into Comm.D, i really want to do advertising la. The first time i work so hard and first time get so dissapointed with the D which i think i should get better, woah lau really feel like crying man! Well, i'm happy to have such a supportive lecturer, the first one that really encourage me alot! Show you what she've emailed us this afternoon!

My lovely children Helmi, Sage and Fatin :), please do not get too stressed about this Interview. You all have passed the Foundation year, you will enter Year 1 for sure, so don't worry. Just try your best on this Interview day - physically and mentally prepared, be polite to the Design lecturers, wear tidy and presentable clothes, give them a good image of yourself and dare to speak up and don't forget to smile. My pray will be for you all okay.

For Helmi: All the best. Be clear and polite with them, and put your smile okay!!

For Sage: As I said, I believe in you, don't' worry. [She only say that short to me because she sms and talk to me this afternoon]

For Fatin: Just be who you are, show them whatever you have. If they don't want you at the end, it is their lost.

Ok, these are the details given by the Design Department. All the best, I will pray for you on that day okay!!!

Love,
Betty

Met up with Yun and Grace just now, don't know what to say in fact thing happen la just go home together. They just busy talking about their school and stuff. Haiz, anyway bought a guitar chords book, suddenly so into guitar i also don't know why!!

Stress is coming again
Getting depression soon!!!!

Oh yes assessment for everyone finally ended! And Everyone finally can get a good rest. TERM BREAK some how offically start!

Haiz, now i think everyone is resting too much, becoming damn lazy and nuaing at home. Classmate and all need the money for living, apply for job still waiting for reply.

Haiz, why my friend having holiday i got school? and now it's my turn to have holidays they have school? Damn it man, at home damn sian.

When is class outing? Faster organise, i'm like rotting at home!!!!!!!