Work as a sound engineer...It was fun for the past 2 days up till TODAY!
Was pretty upset with those words that came out from a kangaroo but the show must go on somehow and someway if not usually I will just explode and fight back...
I did my best but still.. Disappointed with myself for not being smart enough..
Emo untill cannot emo, wanna cry now but can't even squeeze one drop of tears out. Heart just felt weird like as if it's crying inside with lots of disappointment.
Comment from people i know:
M -Don't care about them, kangaroo always very particular in this kind of thing, but act smart.
V - Hey it's okay, it took me years to understand how it works and they don't know anything.
Y - Don't take those people words to heart, they don't know anything
H- Never give up, last time i also like that. Next time i bring you around when i do shows and you help me.
S - it's like that one, no mistake how you gonna learn next time. in future how?
S - At least you're a student still learning, not so bad.
D - Tell them straight that you tried your best
So comments to me are comforting, but still it's down to myself now... sigh!
Tmr is my last day in hell, wish me luck.
tiredverytired...