Do i have to face a challenge before i can make a friend?

After having a friend, how much challenge do i have to face?

Negative thought always force me to think that i don't have friends, trying hard to fought with it.

Question from my friend:

A friend talk to me, asking me why i keep thinking that way?

Have i ever thought how she feels when i say it.

Do i trust her?

Answer:

When I'm emo, i think too much...

Honestly when I'm emo-ing, i didn't think of how people feels untill her question strike me with and i realise it's unfair because i didn't spare a thought for her.

Of course i do trust her, if not i wouldn't have tell her so much stuff...

Misunderstanding happen once again, didn't meant what it suppose to..

Shouldn't have tell or say anything in the first place.

What a stupid me for all i can say...